I hope you had a successful and peaceful Christmas Bożenarodzeniowe:)
What a year ... uh! ... Believe me or not, how many times I tried to sit in front of my laptop and even share a piece of your experience here ... and implant disease suddenly getting to me a long time, and here the order of urgency dragged me into an endless whirl of work, and there is an urgent need for help is someone , not to mention the time for family. Despite the hail of duties do a quick note about the most interesting cyber adventure ... unfortunately there was no time to rework the ones which are barely comprehensible read the scribble text. Even though I had an ambitious plan to "catch up" in describing the auditory sensations to the current status during the Christmas break and make a nice summary of the year ... there already is only a few days to a full year after activation. But here the reality is shattered and the plans ... So, instead of an annual summary suggested to the line that I wrote down during my high school, long before even I got to know the taste of cybernetic sounds:
"My ears"
By this my hearing
do not know anyone with hearing,
almost anyone around the world who could
understand.
just sound escapes me into nothingness
so fast, that I can not
with ears to catch any
letters arranged into words, words into sentences
and, finally, consider the whole conversation.
I am a stranger colorful birds singing, blue seas
noise
beautiful sound of nature.
do not recognize the voice of any person
even a jingle
fragile glasses, plates. Sometimes the sound of withholding
pot seems to me to be the same as calling me
Sometimes the mere rustle of paper
seems to me equal to the Noise Countermeasures
rivers flowing into the sea.
each bird singing for me is the same
can not distinguish between music
from ordinary conversation.
All talk,
I hear a completely different world.
How then to evaluate this line from the current cybernetic point of view? Barriers contained in the verses beginning with "I am a stranger singing birds colorful" to "I can not tell the music from ordinary conversation." I in good conscience, and, of course, with great joy, considered to be defeated. Capturing the letters, words, and talks continue to go with a different result, though its course, goes far differently. The best and most fun giving effect to give the talks with the implant ... my synusiem Philip:) The beginnings of training with a new hearing coincided with the period when Filipek got under way with his speech. Thus, his speech was picking up practically only with the help of new hearing. It seems to me that the ease of receiving speech Filipek apparent from the fact that the brain interprets speech Filipek practically only through cyberspace was not necessary to "reprogram" the brain of the mode of understanding only through a hearing aid in the understanding of the mode-mode duet'owym. Quite often also happened that a better understand a whole new person than the person whom I knew a long time. In my opinion it looks that the brain is seeing familiar faces, ears duetowy reflexively interpreted based on the old "code" hearing, which does not match the understanding and consequently the whole duet'owego understanding is disturbed. In summary, the ambient sounds almost'm on the "you" but still waiting for me a lot of work on speech understanding. One thing is clear: continue to hear a completely different world ... well, compared to hearing przedimplantowego.
first quarter of next year promises to be, unfortunately, very stormy in the robot ... taking new positions with significantly expanded responsibilities, the upcoming hot season in the industry, last year an application to the auditor ... phew! It is associated with significantly reduced time to private and could result in a temporary stoppage in updating the blog. Well, nothing has been as strong trudge before him like a good icebreaker speeding and not allow that any criticism did not stop you, because when it is difficult impecie lost more ice to break and reach the desired goal. So long till spring! :)
I obviously wish you all the best in the coming New Year! :)
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